YOU STOP IT WILL BE WONDERFUL
I really really hope so… I’m so stressed I just want to get there and get it started so I can’t over think it any more.
I really hope so. I’ve never been good at night shoots, and the first shoot I’m doing is Black light.
I’m short cash now because I’m fucking stupid and cash is always needed when in Orlando.
I’m still waiting on TWO packages to come in the mail and I leave tomorrow!
I’m just. I keep breaking down. I’m still shaking slightly and I feel queasy.
so I thought I was stressed for this weekend. I didn’t even KNOW WHAT STRESS WAS.
I’m still shaking. I don’t think I’ll have enough money. I think all my pictures are going to turn out like crap. I’m scared as FUCK I’m going to some how be a huge bitch like I always am and pissed everyone off and just flat out ruin the trip and honestly I just wanna curl up and cry under my bed and not go because I can’t handle all of this right now.
This is why I’m not a professional. I can’t even handle the idea of taking photos for my friends because I don’t want to be a let down.
I’m trembling right now. I was just charged twice for my monthly phone bill and I really need that money. I know that IF I get it back it won’t be for like five to ten days but I’m not even sure virginmobileusa will refund me!
I feel sick. I hate their website it’s so glitchy!
Currently listening to the same song on repeat and trying to remember I’m a good person.